R U There? (full album)

Hi all,

I just published a new full album! At the moment you can find it on my personal Faircamp instance, Bandcamp and Mirlo, but it should soon become available on the usual streaming sites as well (Spotify, YouTube, Apple Music, etc.), besides my Bandwagon that I haven’t updated yet. It also contains a slightly remixed version of the Reluctance single I shared a few weeks ago, thanks to the blessed contributions by @slash.

While not a concept album per se, it’s a “conceptual” album, covering different feelings and emotions starting with the letter R, up until the very last song, the title track, which is kind of the “album epic” (clocking at about 19 minutes) that provides “closure”. Musically speaking, it’s partly a departure from my recent and more symphonic metal oriented efforts (like Cleopatra, Musae or my Metal Axemas EP), and kind of a return to more progressive rock roots, like my first albums Delusion’s Master and Rainmaker. That said, it’s a very varied album (maybe too much?), so there’s actually a bit of everything nevertheless as far as genres are concerned.

I also experimented more, this time, as there’s a couple of bigger changes:

  • First and foremost, for guitars I didn’t use the Line6 X3 Live that I’ve used basically forever, but I used my newer DNAfx GiT Core multieffects processor. I struggled a bit finding sounds I liked among the presets, but I used a lot of them (even for sounds that you may not realize are actually guitars). Whether or not the end result was an improvement on my tone, I’ll let you decide!
  • I made some substantial changes to my orchestral setup as well: where before I’d only use Virtual Playing Orchestra with a bit of KBH Strings, this time I spent a lot of time with Spitfire Audio’s free BBC Symphony Orchestra Discover VST. Eventually, rather than picking one over the other, I decided to simply use them both at the same time, in an attempt to provide richer texture to the different instrument sections. Again, not sure if that actually worked or if it all ended up sounding too messy and/or disjointed, but to my ears it sounded “better” so I stuck with it.
  • I also pushed more on a more “cinematic” approach, using movie samples as interludes between songs, which I had only done for “Neon” in the “Rainmaker” album. I tried to find samples that fitted the transition from track to track, basically attempting to tell a “story”, if you will.
  • After a long hiatus, I decided to try and get back to singing again: only a few phrases in a handful of songs, as I’m not really a singer, and I obviously tried to stick to that single octave where I can still sound decent :sweat_smile:

There’s also a few things that didn’t change: drums still suck, for instance; they’ve been an Achilles’ heel in my production for years, and I’m well aware the more “metal” sound of my drumkit of choice doesn’t really fit all the tracks in this album (especially considering how varied it is). I’ve already decided that in the next few months I’ll dig deeper in @GMaq’s AVL drumkits, especially after seeing some recent videos he published on new additions.

It goes without saying that this was all done (recording, mixing, mastering) in Ardour, more precisely Ardour 8.12.0 on my Fedora 41. I created new templates to accomodate the “extended” orchestra, and I love how quickly I can start working on things as soon as I feel the composition part is over!

That said, long story short, I really hope you’ll like this album, as I spent a lot of time working on it and it’s kinda personal as well. I’ve spent so much time on it that I can’t even be very objective about it: sometimes I think it’s the best thing I’ve ever composed and recorded, others all I can hear are its faults and songs I see as fillers. Please do feel free to be completely honest in your feedback, should you decide to listen to it!

If you got this far, thanks, I hope you’ll enjoy this!

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That’s normal. :slight_smile:
I think it certainly does make sense to get (honest) feedback from other people, hearing the songs in question for the first time. On the other hand one shouldn’t overdo it, because of the saying “perfection kills” (which eventually makes you never release anything at all).

ok, you wanted it. :rofl:
I didn’t hear all songs yet, but most of the ones I think have the biggest issues in the level balance respective in the low-mids (aka muddiness). For example:

  • Reluctance: I (still) don’t like the kick sample you use, introduced in the mid of the song. I still think it is drowning the song in lows and low-mids as soon as they start. For the remix I made, I switched to a different sample, which I still didn’t quite like, but at least it didn’t have this long low-end tail, giving the actual instruments (sax and guitar) more room to breathe…
  • Rejection: I like how it starts and the chord-inversions you use. However, when the 2nd guitar comes in, it feels suddenly muddy and in some places too loud. It might sound better when there’s a high-pass filter on the 2nd guitar at around 200-250Hz or so…
  • Rage: I definitely like the snare. :slight_smile: Just the synths (especially at the end) don’t quite fit in, maybe because they are just too loud a bit, or have too much mid-range.
  • R U There: good start, good “ambience” in total. Just the vocals at 6:00 don’t really fit into the mix. Some vovels feel too loud, while some (other) words feel pushed back by the “wall of sound” of the instruments. I’d suggest a good (but not too much) amount of compression on the vocals and maybe even some volume automation on (some of) the instruments to pull them back during the singing.
  • Regret: wow, I guess that’s my favorite so far. Really good song!

regards.

Yes, definitely: as we say in Italy, “the best is the enemy of the good” :grin:

I actually meant more from a composition perspective, since I know I suck at mixing, but feedback on that is welcome too, as you did provide good notes! Answering inline.

Your kick sample is actually there, but I think the mistake I made is that I didn’t entirely get rid of the previous one, so it’s still there causing havoc. I still think that the contributions of yours I integrated made the mix much better than the previous one, so thanks again for that!

I did struggle a bit with that second guitar, as the preset I used for that was a bit “boxy”. The fix I found for the boxyness was a deep cut at ~300khz, but in general the HP filter is only there at ~120. I can’t remember if I tried a higher HP for that: it may be I did and I didn’t like how it sounded (in the past I remember this happening, with guitars sometimes too shallow as a result), but I may be wrong.

There are actually no synths in there. It’s VPO (Virtual Playing Orchestra) strings with the staccato profile, with some choirs made with the Gaelic Voices from the Spitfire Audio LABS VST. Which ones are you referring to?

Ah, that’s a dumb mistake I made, because I did know that vocals need to be compressed a lot. I hadn’t done any vocal work for years (2 or 3) so I think I only ended up doing some light compression but not much, and the same applies to the other two songs where I added vocals. In general, I don’t like my voice, so I don’t mind it very much when it’s buried.

I’ll take the win! :smile:

Thanks for listening and for the feedback!

Ah, ok. I’d say: don’t worry, you do a lot of things right (e.g. chord progressions, combined with some “unusual” or “unexpected” chords every now and then)
I just listened to “Radiance” and have to say: just another pearl you made there, wow. :slight_smile:

The strings are good. I meant the voices/choir, which sometimes (e.g. on the last chord) just jump out too much, respective have too much mid-range…

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